“since we are together, please don’t let me go. Cause I’m a fool if I let you down. And i’m an idiot that makes fun of my own life. You’re adorable. Charming and that’s all that I need.”
I have to be a Student for my teacher
I have to be a daughter and a first child for my parent
I have to be a participant for my next Speech Contest in Jakarta
I have to be the chief of an exhibition for my organization
I have to be a kid who has so many courses in 1 week
I have to be a good girlfriend for my boyfriend
and i also have to (still) be a sane person.
“A girl without her fresh youth, can destroy her own life”
Pray. Stay. Be compassionate.
I’m still counting till the D day happens. I’m still searching for any stories that doesn’t have any answers. I’m still looking for a better choice that I will take. I’m still learning every risk that I grab. I’m still joining every opportunity that came along to me. And I’m still trying to love everything and everyone that has joined me in my life.
I need more time to think, to inhale-exhale and also I need more time for my own body.
Ketika kau merasa tak berdaya dalam melakukan sesuatu apapun, ingatlah bahwa kau masih memiliki Dia. Dia yang menuntun mu untuk masuk kejalan ini. Dan kau yang memilihnya. Tidak akan kau pilih, tidak mungkin ada jalan ini untuk mu.There is must be a reason behind all of the problems that appear. Ketika kau merasa putus asa, ingatkanlah bahwa wajah-wajah bahagia orangtua mu kelak yang akan membuat air mata mu mengalir deras karena menahan bahagia yang mendalam. Ingatkan didirimu bahwa engkau bisa, karena itu mereka mendukungmu dari belakang. Dont ever look back, what have you started before. selalu langkah kan kakimu kedepan, karena masa depanlah yang selalu menunggu kita untuk dilewati. bukan mereka yang dibelakang. only a great person could face her head into the wild and future. jangan pernah katakan tidak. karena itu hidupmu.this is you chance. this is you world. prove it. and make it happen. because an oppurtinity never went last. try and try fi. everybody is counting on you. if you can make it happen, so you can make it last. put your chin up, because the day will never dark anymore if it is see you smiling all around the world.
I’m standing here next to toys and my old things. Realizing that the time has pasted so fast. My old things become dusty and un-colored. Looking at my old photos. Remembering how the good memories are still the best. I’m still searching for my own dreams. What I will be and what do I want. Every step that I take, for me, is a new day to face. And tell me that I live in this youth life, pretending that I’m such a perfect person. But in the end I’m not. Tell me. That I’m not that kinda person that everyone has admired. No. It’s not me.
